Love is in the air...

I am at the moment of elation today..After five missing years, JJ emailed me...Suddenly JJ has pang for love?...In my sorrow and longing years, I held back in pain...If only I hadn't worn my heart on my sleeve for him....I don't blame you my dear...I worn it too hastily...and I bear no ills towards you...I was vulnerable..I was searching for the love I thought I never going to have...And now I can't lie, can I?...the thought of you remain...and I still love you...looking forward ...eeemm....the wintry shower...the sweet smell of honeysuckle in spring...wait for me...